I haven’t been around for a while. I’ve been recently diagnosed with trigeminal neuralgia, which is basically a big fucking pain. The trigeminal nerve is in the head/face area and basically it burns like a thousand suns and aches like the side of my head just ran a marathon and it’s all muscle.
I’m waiting for MRI results… and I’m tired. I’m tired of hurting every day, I’m tired of thing upon thing upon thing being wrong. So yeah… I haven’t felt like updating.
I’m ok. Just in a rough spot. The meds mask the pain, but I get headaches and I can feel the ache through it. Not to mention I have had to put off trying to get pregnant because of this.
We are supposed to start trying again at the start of my next cycle, which seems like it will never come. My last cycle was 40 days long. I attributed that to the blinding pain and the stress of all that. This cycle is currently 28 days and I still haven’t ovulated. I fear that the TG has less to do with my cycles slowing than peri-menopause.
I’m not ready to stop trying, but I am slowly realizing that I will never be a mother. And that makes me sadder than I have ever been.
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